Reminiscing Truths ⚓

No matter what, we have to keep moving forward, even if we have to crawl.                                                 ― Kellie Elmore My 2018's end is marked by the death of my brother, Calvin. He died last December 7 because of a blood-poisoning disease, typhoid toxemia. He was fifteen. This occurrence shocked the tears and grief out of us, and while the hustle and bustle of the wake and burial compelled me to set my own emotions aside to take care of logistical things and other immediate concerns, I knew I had to deal with it soon after. Sure enough, when I opened my emotional ice box to retrieve these emotions, they came back in strong currents, in huge waves. And the best (or worst, still can't decide which) part in grieving after everyone else has grieved is, you're left on your own. After every condolence has been thrown out and said, after ev...

“Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth! (Psalm 46:10) Everyone in our church has been at the edge of one's seat lately, especially the last twenty-four hours. One of our church members, Kuya Ryan, was discovered earlier this week to have a tumor in his brain larger than an eyeball. He was scheduled for a 6-hour operation yesterday to remove the said obstruction, which is progressive (that is, increasing in size every passing hour). I personally have been holding my breath the whole day yesterday even as I went through my classes and other activities. This morning, at about 2:00 AM, he was readmitted to the operating room to have a  second  operation because there was internal bleeding in the area where the tumor was. About an hour ago he was said to have gotten out of the surgery room already, but they need him to wake up first before finding out if everything is back to normal. Just a few minutes ag...